I go through the most amazing changes in 24 hours. I dragged myself out of bed this morning, thinking, "oh gosh, another day". I just wanna lay in bed all day. Being jobless and lacking a bit of self-motivation at the moment, I did the routine. After sayng my orning prayer, I dragged myself out of bed, switched on the computer to check my myspace, ignored the letters at the door, prepared and ate breakfast and then back to the computer to online chat.
This has been my lifestyle for the longest while.
And come the afternoon, I suddenly felt perky, for no random reason. Nothing hapened. Nobody said anything. Nothing had changed. Only intrinsically.
I guess there is some truth aboout, looking on the inside for happiness. For certainly at the moment, I don't really have much going for me externally to shout home about. I have no job, constantly broke and a huge over-draft to pay off. But, I guess I figured that, if I concentrate on these then I will just dwell into a depression. And, Saggitarians generally are positive people. So, I fit that trait to a tee.
So, I came up with the notion, focus on the solution and not the problem. Yes, I know this isn't a new philsophy, but, I actually feel like I've made it up!!!! And, whenever I think this, it just feels like all my problems are organized in my head, as oppose to me getting anxious about everything and working my brain into overdrive.
I feel like a new, mature, problem-solving creative person. The type of gal that I have wanted to be for the longest of time. And, I can't wait to start solving my life out of its current state.
So, for this weekend, I am just going to go out and think of solutions rater than problems ...!!!!!

4 comments:
way to go my dear..
i am sure your solutions are very very close, just waiting to be discovered by you
Thank you!!! I feel that the answers are coming to me. And, when I stop to listen/look at the world around me, I realise that, "coincidences" aren't just that. They are there to deal with the questions and thoughts that I have sent out to the Universe.
Namaste.
namaste..
heard something nice today.
first it is the pinch or guilt, followed by awareness followed by letting go followed by freedom
I thik that is beautiful, and a well organize expression!!!
xx
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